Resignation

Resignation

People sometimes assume that my resignation twelve years ago was an admission of guilt. Nothing could be further from the truth. It is very naïve to think otherwise. The decision was carefully considered and took in many factors, some unrelated to the situation at hand. Chief among them was the aggravation and cost entailed by fighting a lengthy legal battle with the university, especially given that I had no desire to stay there. I judged it wiser to resign and go elsewhere, which I fully expected to do. What I didn’t expect was the complete stupidity and ill-will of my colleagues in the American philosophy profession. A lot of the blame lies with them. And they are still doing it—stupidly, unjustly, viciously, ignorantly.

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Kinds of Kind

Kinds of Kind

Kinds are of many kinds. Sortals are of many sorts. We should not assimilate one to another. Some kinds are obscurely defined. My question concerns mental kinds—what kind of kind are they? First, consider chemical and physical kinds, such as heat, water, and light. The modern theory of these is well known: they are empirically discovered natural kinds with a hidden real essence; the terms denoting them are indexically introduced (see Kripke and Putnam). We can identify these kinds with molecular motion, H2O, and streams of photons, respectively. They are what heat, water, and light really are—objectively, essentially. They are mind-independent and naturally bounded. They are structural, compositional, and corpuscular. For short we could call them “structural kinds”. They contrast with what can be called “phenomenal kinds”: kinds that are defined entirely by appearance not hidden structure. Color kinds would be an example (or color-appearance kinds if you are partial to physicalism about colors). Sensations are clearly phenomenal kinds. Accordingly, sensations are not defined by a hidden real essence that can come apart from sensory appearance. The connection between sensations and brain states is not like the connection between heat and molecular motion; the connection is (apparently) contingent. Therefore, sensation terms are not semantically like terms for structural kinds: appearance cannot come apart from reality in their case. The principle of unity is not a hidden structure but a phenomenal appearance; there is no indexical pointing to a hidden essence. So, it is wrong to assimilate sensation kinds to chemical and physical kinds—semantically, conceptually, and ontologically. They are both natural kinds not artificial kinds, but they are unified differently; their individuation follows different rules.

Does this cover mental kinds, concepts, and words? Is mental individuation entirely phenomenal? That seems doubtful, but what other individuation conditions might there be? Two ideas spring to mind: function and causality. Mental states have a function in the life of the organism; they are biological. Two mental states belong to the same kind if and only if they have the same function. We determine what kind of mental state a state is by ascertaining its biological function. Connectedly, mental states have causal powers—these also help to fix the mental kind. It is the same with organ kinds: they have a function and a causal role (as well as a physiological structure). Biological species kinds operate according to their own rules: here evolutionary origin matters, as do phenotype and genotype. They don’t have phenomenal criteria of identity, though we do need to take account of gross anatomy (as well as internal physiology and genetic endowment). Interbreeding is often supposed a necessary and sufficient condition of species identity. Species don’t really have a function, but types of behavior figure in determining a species. It is clear that they are not simple structural kinds like water, heat, and light. Their classificatory principles are more complex, more varied. Thus, we can say that we have three basic kinds of kind: structural-compositional, phenomenal-functional-causal, and phenotypic-genetic-originative. I haven’t talked about mathematical or ethical or aesthetic kinds, which have their own rules; I am limiting myself to natural kinds in a narrower sense. There is obviously considerable variety even here; it would be wrong to take all kinds to obey the same individuating principles. It used to be that philosophers assimilated chemical and biological kinds to phenomenal kinds, stressing nominal essence; it would be equally wrong to assimilate mental kinds to chemical and biological kinds. Taxonomy is not a homogeneous science. Real essences come in different forms.

In the case of mental kinds, we might feel a sense of incompleteness: have we really got to the heart of the matter? First, how are the three elements related? Is there anything deeper that unifies the phenomenal, functional, and causal? Second, is there a missing ingredient? Is there something about mental kinds that we just don’t know and which helps fix their identity? A panpsychist will presumably think so, given that macro mental kinds depend on micro mental kinds: but we have no knowledge of those micro mental kinds. Also, anyone of mysterian tendencies will wonder if there is some hidden property of the mind or brain that contributes to mental individuation; it may not play the decisive role played by hidden real essence for structural kinds, but it could be a factor in the overall package of individuating conditions. It will no doubt be closely connected to the phenomenal, functional, and causal, but it will require a different conceptual articulation. Thus, we may need to recognize a mysterious element in the determination of mental kinds, possibly having to do with intentionality and logical transitions (many mental states have a logical role as well as a causal role). The main point I want to make is that kinds are of several kinds and we shouldn’t take one kind to be paradigmatic. In particular, not all natural kinds are structural kinds, like chemical and physical kinds.

This has implications for cross-kind connections, especially causal and nomological connections. Suppose a kind from one group causally interacts with a kind from another—as it might be, mind and matter. That will involve one kind of kind interacting with another kind of kind, e.g., tasting water. There might be physical laws relating water (H2O) to physical processes in the body, but it wouldn’t follow that there are (or must be) psychophysical laws, since gustatory kinds are individuated differently from chemical kinds. The same chemical kind may taste differently to different organisms, and different chemical kinds may taste the same. The different kinds are likely to be irreducible to each other, given their different conditions of individuation. How could you reduce mental kinds, individuated as described above, to physical kinds individuated as theyare? Wouldn’t you lose the whole essence? Mental kinds are fixed phenomenally, functionally, causally, and possibly mysteriously; so how can they be identical to physical kinds that are defined by corpuscular structure and composition? The kinds of nature just don’t line up this way. To put it differently, a language comprised only of terms for structural kinds is impoverished compared to a language that includes terms for mental kinds (also biological kinds). You can’t reduce kinds to kinds of different kinds.[1]

[1] This paper goes back to an old paper of mine, “Mental States, Natural Kinds, and Psychophysical Laws” (1978). The background includes Locke, Davidson, Kripke, Putnam, Fodor, Nagel, and others. I now think that talk of natural kinds as defined by a hidden real essence is misleading; rather, there are varieties of natural kinds not all of which are so definable. Biological and mental kinds are natural kinds (not man-made), but they are defined by other criteria. This is the root of irreducibility to physical facts and psychophysical irregularity (lack of “strict laws”).

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Intellectual Romance

Intellectual Romance

What is an intellectual romance? A romance of the intellect, of course; it isn’t a romance between intellectuals, as in a love affair between intellectual people. Here is a standard definition: “The connection between two people in a relationship where they share ideals, thoughts, and opinions, finding stimulation and enjoyment in each other’s intellect”. That sounds about right: it is a relationship, often quite intense, in which people click intellectually; they enjoy talking about intellectual matters together. It is perfectly possible, indeed common, to have an intellectual romance with someone of the sex you are not attracted to sexually or romantically. The word “intellectual” in the phrase “intellectual romance” cancels the ordinary meaning of the word “romance”, like “decoy” in “decoy duck”. An intellectual romance is not a romance tout court. That is surely obvious, a matter of simple semantics. Thus, a rule against romance is not a rule against intellectual romance. To infer “A and B are in a romantic relationship” from “A and B are in an intellectual romance” would be a non-sequitur of numbing grossness (as philosophers like to say): it would be tantamount to supposing that because A and B like talking philosophy together they must be having sex! And notice that having an intellectual romance does not imply having a Platonic romance either: that is a quite different thing. These distinctions need to keep straight.

Many universities have rules governing relationships between faculty and students. Sometimes romantic or amorous relationships are banned altogether; sometimes it is required that such relationships be reported to an administrator, so that the student is not evaluated by the faculty member (the same thing applies to inter-faculty relationships). But no university prohibits intellectual romances, or requires that they be reported so that the teacher is no longer allowed to evaluate the student. No one thinks that if two people enjoy intellectual discussions together they should be prevented from being in a teacher-student relationship. Sometimes a degree (or type) of affection is created in such relationships—it would be strange if it were not—but no one thinks this a reason to discourage or ban such relationships. On the contrary, we generally think intellectual romances are a good thing—they foster intellectual engagement. It would be totally bizarre to introduces rules that require reassignment when people enter into such relationships. No sane person would think that the existence of an intellectually romantic relationship is a good ground for disciplinary action against either teacher or student; in fact, a degree of such attachment is extremely common (I have had many such relationships, mainly with other men). No faculty handbook ever contains a rule restricting the development of intellectual romances (so-called): that would be equivalent to banning intellectual friendships or partnerships or companionships.

Suppose a university administrator were to argue that A and B were having a romance, Platonic or sexual, because they had described their relationship as an “intellectual romance”. That is, A and B used this phrase in order to distinguish their relationship from a romance proper (a “love affair”), but the administrator cited their use of this phrase as evidence that they were really having a straightforward romance. Wouldn’t this be an obvious logical fallacy (of numbing grossness)? Suppose the administrator then used this to discipline the teacher, perhaps to the extent of firing him or her (revoking tenure etc.). Wouldn’t that be completely absurd—just a bad pun? Surely, no intelligent person could be guilty of such poor reasoning and mental confusion. What if the teacher’s career was destroyed because of this fallacious reasoning? Wouldn’t that be patently unjust, comically so? The administrator thinks he can detach “romance” from “intellectual” and derive the conclusion that A and B are in violation of the rules against (unreported) romantic relationships. Isn’t this laughable nonsense? It’s like supposing that a teacher violated the rule against bringing ducks into the classroom by bringing a decoy duck in.

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Colin Through the Looking Glass

Colin Through the Looking Glass

Now I know why I am not allowed on campus: I might enter into a (non-romantic) romantic relationship with a student and fail to report it because it would be bad for the student. It’s perfectly clear: it’s wrong to not report (non-romantic) romantic relationships even if to make such a report would harm the student, especially if the student doesn’t want you to. If I visited the campus to listen to a paper, this would almost certainly happen. I should have harmed the student for no reason by making a false report about our relationship—perfectly logical! Contradictions don’t count against this mandate; consequences don’t matter. That’s just how it is through the looking glass. I also understand why faculty go along with this prohibition: they are afraid they might have their heads chopped off if they question it, or not be promoted. There is nothing stupid or cowardly about this—it’s just simple self-preservation. Yes, it all makes perfect sense now.

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De Re Consciousness of the Brain

De Re Consciousness of the Brain

Do I have de re consciousness of my brain when I have de dicto consciousness of my mind? I speak of de reconsciousness not of de re belief or perception: the locution “conscious of” admits of a de re-de dicto ambiguity—does it mean a relation or a content? Suppose I am conscious of my left hand: does that mean I am conscious of it as my left hand or just that my left hand is something I am conscious of, though not necessarily under that description? There is a scope distinction to be made, according to whether the description falls within the scope of “conscious of” or outside its scope (as in “concerning my left hand, I am conscious of it”). In the former case, the description occupies a referentially opaque position; in the latter, a referentially transparent position. Clearly, both readings are possible, as with belief and perception. Now suppose I am conscious of a pain in my hand: we can say that I am conscious of my pain as an instance of pain—I would describe it thus—but can we say I am conscious of the correlated C-fiber firing? We certainly can’t say that I am conscious of the C-fiber firing as C-fiber firing: no such content enters my mind—I might never even have heard of C-fiber firing. But that doesn’t settle the question of whether I am conscious de re of the C-fiber firing: is it true of the C-fiber firing that I am conscious of it? Can we say “Concerning the C-fiber firing, I am conscious of that state”? Am I aware of my brain de re when I am aware of my mind de dicto? I am not aware of my brain de dicto when I am aware of my mind, but that is logically compatible with being aware of my brain de re. Is the case like beliefs about Hesperus and Phosphorus? I can have a belief about Hesperus quaHesperus (de dicto) and also have a belief about Phosphorus (de re) that contradicts the first belief, not realizing that Phosphorus is Hesperus. Following that case, we could try saying that I have a de re belief about my brain when I have a de dicto belief about my mind just in case my mental state is identical to a brain state. De dicto belief plus identity gives de re belief. Thus, I am conscious de re of my C-fibers firing if and only if I am conscious de dicto of my pain and the pain is identical to the C-fiber firing. I am conscious de re of anything that is identical to what I am conscious of de dicto. That is, the identity theory of mind and brain entails that I have de re attitudes towards my brain, including the “conscious of” attitude. It is true of my brain that I am conscious of it whenever I am conscious of my mind—though I am never conscious of my brain de dicto (as a content of my consciousness). In other words, I am relationally conscious of my brain but not propositionally conscious of it (conscious that my brain is thus and so). My brain is not a content of my consciousness, but it is an object of it, by virtue of psychophysical identity.

At this point we might spot a vulnerability in the identity theory: can’t we contrapose and deduce the falsity of that theory? For (we might contend) it is not true that I have de re attitudes towards my brain—I am not aware of my brain whenever I am aware of my mind. I am no more aware of my brain in such cases than I am aware of the non-conscious parts of my brain. I can become conscious of my brain by looking at it in a mirror—then I have both de dicto and de re consciousness of it; but I don’t become aware of it just by being conscious of my mind. That would be a theoretically juicy argument: we can derive the falsity of materialism from the non-existence of de re attitudes towards the brain! If the two were identical, then we would have to say that de reattitudes towards the brain follow from de dicto attitudes towards the mind; but that is not plausible; therefore, they are not identical. The intuitive data are more compatible with dualism, since then there is no possibility of deriving de re attitudes towards the brain (there being no identity). It would be like inferring that we have de rebeliefs about planets by introspection given that mental states are identical to states of planets—better to give up the identity theory. However, it is not so easy to refute the identity theory, because the intuition of no de reconsciousness of the brain is not so firm as to ground such an inference. Is it really self-evident that I don’t have de re attitudes towards my brain? Is the case really different from theoretical identifications common in science—water with H2O, heat with molecular motion, etc.? We can truly say, “Concerning H2O, John believes it is good to drink”, even though this may sound strange in the early stages of scientific discovery (most people would never have heard of “H2O”). How can we refute this position for mind and brain? Certainly, mental states and brain states have a lot to do with each other, unlike planets and mental states. If we are to refute the identity theory, we need a stronger argument, e.g., Kripke’s modal argument or the knowledge argument. Conjoining such an argument with the argument from de re consciousness would be an attractive package, but the latter argument alone is pretty weak. What is the right thing to say?

Compare the following case: fictional characters and the real people they may be based on. Suppose I have a belief about a fictional character that is derived from a certain real individual X: can we infer that I thereby have a de re belief about X? Intuitions waver: the two are not identical, so we get no easy derivation; yet there is some inclination to be less strict. If I have a belief about a statue, do I thereby have a de re belief about the piece of bronze it is made from, even though the two are not strictly identical? We might feel inclined to say yes. If the relation between two things is sufficiently close, sufficiently formative, we might stretch a point and allow for the inference to a de re attitude. Similarly, if the mental state and the brain state are intimately joined, though not strictly identical, we might feel some pressure to allow a de re ascription—we have an approximation to an identity-based de re attitude. Thus, a semi-materialist position is consistent with our shaky intuitions about the de re ascription. The fact that we feel agnostic about it would suggest a degree of materialism, if not the simple identity theory. A double aspect theory, for example, would be consistent with our uncertainty. It doesn’t matter if the believer disbelieves any such materialist position—the truth of an identity claim always allows for a deduction of a de re attribution. The facts determine what objects you have de rebeliefs about not your beliefs about the facts. I find myself genuinely unsure whether I have de re beliefs about my brain when I have de dicto beliefs about my mind—I could go either way. Of course, the mind-brain connection is deeply mysterious, so we shouldn’t be surprised at this kind of uncertainty; the question of whether we do have such de re attitudes is one way to approach the problem. If we do, the case for materialism is strengthened; if not, not. In any case, it is an interesting puzzle to think about: “A Puzzle About De Re Belief (About the Brain)”.[1]

[1] We can also formulate the converse question: if I have a de dicto attitude towards my brain, say by perceiving it, do I thereby have a de re attitude towards the correlated mental state? According to the identity theory I do, since the two states are one: if I see my C-fibers firing, I also see (de re) the pain with which my brain state is identical. Does that seem plausible? It’s not an easy question: we feel pulled in two directions. It all depends on whether we accept the identity: yes, if we do; no, if we don’t. I think our first inclination is to say that I don’t have that belief, but then we wonder if that is just a prejudice born of a lack of knowledge. It would be interesting to do a survey. I have to confess that I like the idea that we have such odd de re beliefs, perhaps because it underscores the aporias of the mind-body problem. I am always thinking about my brain but don’t know it! My brain is an object of my consciousness though a fugitive object! It brings my mind closer to my body, especially the part most responsible for me. Much the same is true of external objects: I may not apprehend them as they are de dicto, but I apprehend them de re just as they are. I see (de re) the objects of physics: I am in the perception relation to them as they objectively are, in addition to seeing them as they are subjectively to me. Likewise, whatever mental states are in themselves (their real essence), I have consciousness of these things—I am not cognitively cut off from them. De reattitudes allow for contact with an unknown reality. Even the skeptic cannot deny that I stand in these relations (this is not to say that I can establish that I do). Attitudes de re are compatible with deep ignorance of their objects.

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Perception De Dicto and De Re

Perception De Dicto and De Re

Locke held that all we ever perceive of external objects is their powers and not their intrinsic qualities: we do perceive their powers to produce sensations in us, and we don’t perceive the basis of these powers in the object. This seems doubly wrong: we don’t perceive powers and we do perceive qualities (non-powers). For we don’t and can’t perceive powers as powers, and we do perceive qualities as qualities. The power is a mere potential, a disposition, and we can’t see those; while the qualities we do see (shape, color) are real qualities not mere potentials or dispositions. I see the object before me as having the quality of being red, but I don’t see it as having the potential to produce experiences of red in me. I don’t see what could or might be (I might think this). So, is Locke simply mistaken? I think not; in fact, I think he is basically right. But to see this we have to introduce a familiar distinction: the de dicto-de re distinction. What we see de re are powers; what we see de dicto are qualities. It is true of powers that we see them, but it is not true that we see powers as powers—we don’t see that an object has certain powers. It is true of a spy that I see him as a patriot, but it is not true that I believe that a spy is a patriot. It is a matter of different logical scopes. Thus, it is consistent to hold that all I see (de re) are powers and that I never see (de dicto) powers—instead seeing qualities. For example, I see objects as red (de dicto) and I also see (de re) powers to produce experiences of red. This means that I never see the properties that things actually have de dicto, but I do see properties that things don’t have, since objects don’t really have the qualities that I attribute to them (or my eyes attribute). I do see properties that things really have de re, but I never see them de dicto. In effect, my purported perceptions of things are hallucinations, but they are still perceptions of something real, viz. powers. The de re object is painted in colors it doesn’t really have, but it is still there as a real thing. The de re objects of vision (etc.) are nothing but powers; the de dictoobjects of vison are qualities not powers. There is no overlap or coincidence between the de re objects of perception and the de dicto objects of perception. What I see in one sense I don’t see in the other sense. I see colors de dicto but not de re (since they do not exist in objects), and I see powers de re but not de dicto (since powers can’t be seen). I project the colors onto the object falsely, but the powers are already present as relations between the object and my mind. In other words, I don’t de dicto see the real objective world, though I do de re see it. The de dicto content of my perceptual experience is cut off from the de re referent of it. I represent the object as having certain qualities that it doesn’t have, and I fail to represent it as having properties (powers) it does have—though my perceptual experience is of those properties. The powers cause my perceptions, but they are not represented in those perceptions; the perceptions are merely signs of the powers. The qualities represented in my perceptions are not the cause of my perceptions—they are by way of being figments of my imagination. I imagine the quality of being red (it comes from inside me), but the power to produce sensations of red is constituted by something outside of me—I don’t imagine the powers. Perception is thus de re realist and de dicto fabulist (projectivist, fictionalist). The powers exist in reality but the qualities don’t (save as intentional objects). Logically, the case is like seeing a bull as a unicorn: the bull is the existing de re object, while the de dicto unicorn is an imagined intentional object that doesn’t objectively exist. All perception is of bulls as unicorns—bulls de re and unicorns de dicto. It is powers illusorily seen as qualities. This is essentially Locke’s position. The phenomenal unicorn qualities are triggered by external bull powers. Locke thought that the external object is not properly known by us, so the power is not intelligible to us; while the perceived quality is not an external objective fact. The power is thus an actually existing mystery, while the quality is a fictional non-mystery. This is his basic epistemology and ontology. He didn’t have the de re-de dictodistinction, but it serves to articulate what he was driving at (correctly, in my view). Perception is of the unknown but as of the known: the former is objectively real, though mysterious, while the latter is really fictional (mind-created), though transparent. We perceive physical things de re but not de dicto; we perceive mental things de dicto but not de re (since the qualities perceived have no existence in reality outside the mind). Perception thus has a complex mixed structure.[1]

[1] Notice how this position fails to correspond with the standard philosophies of perception, viz. direct realism and the sense-datum theory. It captures what is right about both of them without the usual faults. It might be called “realist fabulism” or “fabulist realism”.

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Origins of Intentionality

Origins of Intentionality

What is the origin of intentionality? There are three main areas to consider: perception, thought, and language. In the twentieth century it was fashionable to take linguistic intentionality as basic; the other two are then derived from it. The classical empiricists took perceptual intentionality as basic with thought and language parasitic on that. A third possibility would be that the intentionality of thought is basic with perception and language dependent on thought. These appear to exhaust the options, though in principle there could be combinations (e.g., language and perception are independently intentional and together they fix the intentionality of thought). Further formulations might introduce the concepts of behavior and consciousness: linguistic behavior fixes intentionality, or consciousness does. In other words, it might be linguistic use that fixes intentionality, or it might be conscious experience. In either case the origins of intentionality lie in facts we are aware of—outer acts of speech or inner acts of mind. But there is a third possibility: intentionality derives from something we are not aware of, something pre- or sub-conscious. This was in effect the view of the rationalists or nativists: the mind is innately equipped with subconscious mechanisms that develop into what we know as mature intentionality. These “innate ideas” are the real source of perceptual, cognitive, and linguistic intentionality. The interesting point here is that the origins of intentionality are taken to be unconscious. They derive from genetically determined states of the brain of which we have no conscious awareness. It isn’t consciousness per se that gives rise to intentionality, or observable linguistic use per se, but the underlying representational states of the brain that are encoded in the genes. The innate ideas shape sense experience and linguistic behavior, so producing what we are aware of; but they themselves exist in a state of unconsciousness. Perhaps this is why this type of theory has not attracted much attention: it deals in unobservable entities whose nature eludes us. These are the hidden springs of intentionality. Even if the empiricist theory is true, the intentionality of consciousness derives from an outside source; consciousness doesn’t itself produce intentionality. Neither does language use produce its own intentionality (how could it?); that comes from the innate store of representational items (ideas, concepts). We know there are unconscious processes involved in generating perceptual experience and linguistic use; according to the nativist theory, these include devices for generating intentionality. The origins of intentionality are thus hidden not open to inspection. They are hidden as the genes are hidden—and the genes are the things that generate bodies and minds. It isn’t that language creates conscious experience, or that conscious experience creates language; rather, both are created by unconscious innate ideas (plus some). Humans and animals are subject to the same biological law: pre-experiential and pre-linguistic intentionality that reveals itself in observable phenomena.[1]

[1] From a wider perspective, we may say that the linguistic theory of intentionality is itself an empiricist theory, since it locates the origin of intentionality in observable facts about the world—speech acts we can see and hear. The nativist theory, by contrast, traces intentionality back to its unconscious roots deep in the brain and the genes; the causes of intentionality are hidden causes—not perceptible by the senses. The linguistic turn took place within the empiricist circle. But the nativist-rationalist theory abandons such empiricism, even to the point of making the causes of intentionality unknowable (hence mysterious). Moreover, this theory is actually true.

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Alienation

Alienation

The OED defines “alienate” as “cause to feel isolated”; “alienation” is then “the state or experience of being alienated”. I have lived in the United States for 35 years and I am now officially alienated: I feel isolated, cut off, removed. It wasn’t always so—I used to feel integrated, joined. This is really the first time in my life I have ever experienced alienation; and it is multi-pronged, comprehensively so. I am hyper-alienated. How so? The obvious proximate cause is the political climate in this country, upon which I need not dilate, except to say that the level of stupidity has reached fever pitch. Many people feel this way at this moment, immigrants and non-immigrants alike. But I have a secondary (in fact primary) source of alienation: I am alienated from my profession, my history, my old friends, my erstwhile colleagues, university life, my previous life-style. Not completely alienated, to be sure, but the old framework has gone. I am no longer a part of the academic community in the country in which I live. So, I am doubly alienated. It is a strange feeling. It isn’t loneliness; it isn’t dislike, distrust, and disgust (though it includes those); it’s more a feeling of apartness, dislocation, dissonance. I look at the world differently; I see other people as alien (“unfamiliar and distasteful”: OED). I used to like talking to philosophers, but now I want to keep my distance, as if they have a disease (not all of them but the vast majority). I rarely interact with this particular demographic anyway, but I rather dread having to—I’m afraid of what I might say (would say). I tend to see people as a vast sea of atrocious aliens from whom I am violently estranged (this includes people I used to be good friends with). The alienation is comprehensive and deep. It isn’t a good feeling I can tell you. This means that I divide other people into two sharply distinct groups: the small group of people I am not alienated from and the much larger group that I am alienated from. All this is mitigated, however, by a highly contingent fact—I live in Miami. I find myself not alienated from the people I live among: Latin people, as they are known (to me they are just normal nice people, not nasty, not insane). These people are my people; I am not alienated from them. Cubans, Venezuelans, Colombians, Nicaraguans, Mexicans, Puerto Ricans, and so on. I am also not alienated from Europeans living here. I am fortunate in this respect. I suppose the thing that nags at me the most is that the people I would have felt solidarity with at this political moment are the very people from whom I am most alienated—academics, professors, university types. Bear in mind that I have not been on a university campus in over ten years, after spending the previous forty odd years in universities; nor have I attended a philosophical meeting here. This is really quite alienating.

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